i have been running away from my head for a while! i supressed all my worries in my head locked it up and threw away the keys!
unfortunately i can no longer continue without my head! so this mornin i have opened up the pandoras box and all the crazy thots have come tumbling out. before i go much further i want to thank Odunayo for making me continue my blog! i had given up on it!
in my musings i have come to realise that i have a really long flight ahead of me, and i am strangely pleased in anticipation of the chances i will get to cut corners. so here i am enjoying my flight to oblivion.
when really bad things happen, some people feel it is game over, but i beg to disagree, the game has only just begun. numerous opportunities still lie in our paths to concede more goals and lose even more glory.
Oh the JOY of pessimism!!!
it frees you from the throes of disappointment! you cannot dampen my spirit, when my spirit is already lying in a puddle.
how can you make me depressed when you already met me in that state? the intoxicating sense of power over myself grips me! HA nobody can ruffle my feathers, he who is down need fear no fall!
Have you noticed that there is something qutie happy about depression?
in the smug satisfaction that comes from pitying yourself. in the blameless peity involved in blaming everybody else for your problems. OH the joy of being guilt free!
why do you laugh at the madman? dont you realise that he has been emancipated from the mind buggling frustrations of sanity? no wonder he is so happy!
you must be mad to hold on so desperately to your sanity! hahahahaha!
why weep at death? staring at the empty shell that once contained your loved one. what happened to the belief that the he is in a better place and can be hurt no more? is it doubt that makes us hang on so tightly to our existence? valiantly struggling to delay our trip to the other side of breath, i wonder!
i look into their eyes and i can see their frustration. struggling for relevance in a sea of irrelevance!
striving to achieve greatness by embracing mediocrity!
scurrying around in a rat race, gathering shiny jewels and trinkets only to lose dem all on their final trip.
i stand alone watching! the lone wolf, amused at the futility of deir struggles!
though as lost as dey re i choose to stand still till i find d road map to redemption!
but how do i find if i do not seek? all certainly is vanity!
then my thots drifted over to war! the abject idiocy of war!
I disagree with you so i will send some of my sons over for you to kill!
in exchange we will kill some of your sons,it then boils down to the smarter party losing when he realizes he cannot afford to lose anymore sons! while d stupid victor gloats over his willingness to throw away more life!
three cheers for the outstanding victor!!! hurray! hurray!! hurray!!!
succinctly put, war is old men talking and young men dying!
over to love! in my minds eye, i spy to lovers necking in the woods! a really romantic scene! only neither of them is aware of the niggling doubts in d odas heart!
neither aware that in the next minute the warm fuzzy feelings would be replaced with harsh animosity!
it is funny that in a relationship it is d person dat cares less that wields more power, but isnt it the vulnerability that is the very essence of a relationship?
now i am in d feilds! admiring the butterflies as dey flitter from one bush to the next! suddenly out of nowhere a child comes out and grabs a butterfly and stuffs it in his pocket! a wry smile touches my lips as i think, what is captivating would be held captive, all that is ravishing would be ravished. it is the very nature of man that makes him destroy all that is beautiful in his path!
i still have lot left to say but i am hungry! so goodbye world!
